November 13, 2003
Dearest Chu Kin, I am writing this letter to say how much our times together meant to me. All my life I have
never been so close to anyone. I never imagined having to deal with life without you and this past week has been unsurmountable
for me. Chu Kin I don't know what I'm going to do without you. Simple things like walking down the street without
your hand in mine leaves me with an empty feeling. There's not many people on this earth that find their soulmate but
I knew I found mine when I met you. We had the happiest times together and my marriage to you would have been the best
years of my life.
Now my struggle begins because some way and some how I have to find a way to live without you at my side. My life
here on earth will never be the same without you. You were my inspiration to get through each day. When my time
here on earth is done I hope to find a spot in Heaven near you and then we can be forever together. I'd like to repeart
the three promises I made on that special night that I made my marriage proposal: I promise to love you from now until the
end of time, I promise to walk beside you, my hand in yours sharing the joys, sadness, changes and discoveries that are all
part of life, I promise to hold you close and let you grow, to encourage your dreams and believe in you always.
And that night when you said yes was the happiest night of my life. Now this week turns into the saddest time of
my life and I pray that one day we will be together again.
Chu Kin I will always love you.
